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What is this compulsion to press on the bruise, plunge into sensation that challenges and discomfits me, immerse myself in vibration? At a spiritual level, I am drawn to intense physical sensations. It has something to do with control, though not necessarily about relinquishing all of it. Something tightly wound goes slack; something frantic gets quiet and still. I am floating on pure presence and laid emotionally bare. In these specific, never-to-be-replicated moments, I am overcome. Inner realms rehydrate like moss after rain.