do not despair.

….for the first time in days I feel amazing. When I breathe, my arms and legs tingle.

and I know what that feeling is. It is every molecule of stress leaving my bloodstream and evaporating through my pores.

I’ve been so stressed and miserable that i’ve actually forgotten to breathe.

i’m just lying here now, breathing. listening to relaxing music that reminds me of love and summertime.

i feel like I could nap for a million years, with this overwhelming feeling of relaxation. I feel like I could go in for surgery just like this and not feel a thing.

facing the real world doesn’t scare me anymore. Facing other people doesn’t annoy me anymore.

i don’t know what i want to be when i grow up, and i don’t care. i never want to care ever again.

i will never let go of this feeling. I will never forget to breathe ever again.